My thoughts
- Parents: We love you
- Friends: We love you
- Others: We love you
- Partner: I love you
- Paranoia: They're lying, they're just using you. No one loves you. You're ugly. You're a pathetic freak. Everyone hates you. They all talk behind your back. They wish you were dead. You are unloved. You are forever hated. You deserve to die.
- me: I wish I had nice legs
- me: I wish I had a nice butt
- me: I wish I had a nice stomach
- me: I wish I had nice hips
- me: I wish I had nice boobs
- me: I wish I had a nice face
- me: I wish I had nice skin
- me: I wish I had nice arms
- me: I wish I had nice hands
- me: I wish I had nice feet
- me: I wish I had nice hair
- me: I wish I had nice nails
- me: I wish I had nice teeth
- my body: lol no
sorry
sorry lovely people, i haven´t been here for a while, thats ´cause of my school. i have to get high grades, so i have to lern. xo
I wonder what it feels like to be skinny, and thin, and wake up in the morning in nothing but a T shirt, undies, messy hair, that ‘just woke up look’ and still have someone think I’m sexy, to have guys look at me, to have guys want to be my boyfriend, to have girls be jealous of my body, to feel my hipbones and collarbones, to feel confident in a bikini, to sit down and not feel fat everywhere, to not rub out the thighs in my jeans, to need a smaller size in the store, I wonder what it’s like to look in the mirror and like what I see, and not want to break the mirror, pretty much, I just want to be beautiful, man , I could go on forever…
(Source: cuddle-weather)
